Filled with oddness

We eat at odd hours,
We shower at odd hours,
We sleep at odd hours,
We talk at odd hours.

They are a compilation of awesome oddness and I am enjoying every bit of it.

Growing

Piercing my eyes into the future, I feel like I have to do something significant. Well, like people always say, "Life is what I made out of it." I have no idea why do I feel so inspirational or motivational ..... maybe it will fade away in a few days. Perhaps, it will decide to stay longer. Or is it because I am catching up with age, or is it because age is catching up with me?

I have no idea. -_-

I just feel like I need to do something significant. Once.

I need something interesting to do. Something that is out of the ordinary. Something that can make me grow. Something that challenges me. =)

The epitome

I'm looking for the best words to write it. But, I can't seem to find those words. I can't even seem to figure out where and how should I begin it with or even how should I describe it. Plus, I want it to be like the most perfect story ever written. Alright, maybe not totally perfect, but at the very least fulfilling to the heart and mesmerising to the eyes. And, I want to have many chapters because only then the book is worth writing and reading. Yes, I am that greedy! And, not to forget stingy. So yea, I am having writer's block for this particular book. Unless ...

Maybe you can lend me a hand at writing it?

How do you know?

How do you know you really want it?
When you try to remember everything
And the thought of forgetting scares the hell out of you

How do you know you mind?
When nothing else matters at all
And, all you think about is that

Hold on to

Tomato cheese toast
Morning coffee
Ratatouille
Couch
Bed
Microwave salmon
and sausages
Bubble bath
Evening cycles
Lakeside bench
Sushi

Again?
- Miss it loads -

There are many things in life that we hold on to. When in times of doubt, we take a walk through the charted pages of the book. Blissful memories, whether they are long or short, big or small, it doesn't matter at all. What matters most is the person you had that memory with as they remind us that if it was possible 'then', it is possible 'now' as well.

I want to believe that one day when I open my book, I will read many chapters on Sundays. =)

Song of the night

These Days by Chantel Kreviazuk

What's this life anyway?
What's it to you and me?
What's it to anyone?
Who are we supposed to be?
Make me a storybook
Write me away from here
I need a different now

Where we can wear each other for awhile
I'll lend you my tears if I could borrow a smile
I'll get through tomorrow somehow today
Happy After...

Once upon these days

There's four roads to anywhere
Four ways to everything
We were unbreakable
We spoke our destiny
Let's take a moment out
Go where we never go
Let's make a new world now

Where we can wear each other for awhile
I'll lend you my tears if I could borrow your smile
We'll get through tomorrow somehow today
Happy After...

Once upon these days

Then one day we'll find
when we're looking back at this time
Wondering how we've come so far from this
When we close our eyes

What's this life anyway
What's it to you and me
What are we doing here
Who are we supposed to be
I'll take a better world
I'll take anything
I'll take our little world now

Where we can wear each other for awhile
I'll lend you my tears if I could borrow your smile
We'll get through tomorrow somehow today
Happy After...

Once upon these days

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- Questions that seems to have their own ways to creep out at this hour -

For my sister (1st attempt)

My sister says that if I am going to blog about something simpler she will then leave a comment here. So, here I am blogging a separate post. It shouldn't be that hard to blog about simple things right?

.... after 1 minute

.....after another minute

Gosh, how come I can't think of anything simple to say?

Let's just resort to bullet answers. AHAHAHAHAA

...... after 5 minutes

Gosh, I really don't know what I should write.

Certain things

Certain things
Just need some time to getting used to
For we have been accustomed to how things used to be
When change takes its course
We have to learn to take that route

Certain things
Just need some time to getting used to
For we cant expect two different things to somehow be the same or even similar
When they are not they way we wanted them to be
We have to learn to embrace those differences

Certain things
Just need some time to getting used to
For we can't possible foresee everything in the future
When they react paradoxically
We have to learn to accept them openly

Certain things
Just need some time to getting used to
For we can't have the same routine for the rest of our lives
When they bring us new perspectives
We have to be grateful that we are learning new things

Certain things
We just can't expect too much
For when they failed to soar above our expectations
It leaves a void in our heart and mind

Certain things
We just need to learn to forget
We just need to break away from the conventional
We just need to grow out of it

Untitled

*spank head* I totally forget to print my magazine style guide to be handed in. But, it's in the CD, so it should be alrite? Hmmm.. sigh =(

Currently, the only thing that I am looking forward to is the end of this semester. Even my mum officially said that my course assignments are taxing. I am supposed to edit my business assignment. Just want to get done editing and put it aside and wait for it to be handed in next week. Thank god it's a group assignment! Aside from that, there is also the video production assignment, CSS assignment, blah.. blah.. blah.... =p

What am I doing here when I am supposed to do my work? I guess sleeping from 6pm - 11pm is keeping my eyes wide open now. I promise I will do my work once I am done with this. So, what am I doing here? It just feels as though I have something to say but I just can't seem to find that piece of mind.

Being caught up with so much work can be a good thing at times (and I really mean sometimes ONLY) . I tend to think less about other aspects in life. Pretty much like I just get the day by with doing what I am ought to finish. I don't sit back and immersed myself with self-provoking thoughts that never fails to lead me from one event to another event, and then it gets too overwhelming at times.

Maybe later.....

What am I up to?

Hmm..nothing much actually. Aside from doing my never ending assignments, my life has been pretty much filled with mundane routine. Just in a blink of an eye, this year is almost coming to an end. It's so fast and it scares me!

Plus, I just realised that today is already October 8, which means that I'll be turning 21 really really soon. But, I am just not feeling it yet. I wonder why.......Oh.... I just picked out a really bad habit recently - watching videos on youtube. It's such a waste of time. Ahahhaa.. but I convince myself that it's just a form of getting a "break" from assignments!

Anyway, I find this video really sweet. =) i got it from youtube

Sigh! Back to assignment... back to reality! -_-

Tonight

Why does it feels so cold tonight?

I wish

On a rainy night
With closed eyes
A head lay upon a heart
A hand wrap around the waist
And these are the moments
You could not ask for more