Because I can't seem to work

I used to think that there is someone supporting me
Encouraging me
I used to be able to dream alot
Without being afraid of dreaming
But lately
I feel scard to dream
To cast all hopes for the future

I used to think that nothing is impossible
But lately
I think certain things are really just impossible
And there are many things that are unexpectable

I used to think less
Well there was a period of time
Where I dare say I was living a care free live
Where worries are at bay
Problems are non-existent
But lately
My heart sees just too many things that I
... I don't know if I used to be blind
Now, my eyes also don't recognise people that I used to anymore
Is there still anyone out there
That i can trust with my heart?

Shooting Stars

There is going to be shooting stars tonight. Just a few weeks ago, I wish that there were shooting stars. Will my wish come true if I were to  make a wish? Just ONE as I am not going to be greedy. I simply have just one wish to make.


 *edit: We stayed up for awhile. Not long enough to watch shooting stars. Sister told me that it happened at 5am. I was soundly asleep already by then. That night however, we saw many airplanes. But, can we really pretend that airplanes are like shooting stars? Just so that we can make a wish. If it's really possible, I would have make many wishes that night at the porch. That night, there were many airplanes ... but no shooting stars.