This is a delayed post.

On this very important date my life is going to change forever and i want to remember it now, always and forever

I.JUST.SAID.YES.TO.THE.LOVE.OF.MY.LIFE 

What would you ask?

If God had a name what would it be?
And would you call it to his face?
If you were faced with him
In all his glory
What would you ask if you had just one question?

Song title: What if god was one of us?

who am i?

sometimes i think i've changed.

but there are also times where i think that i'm still 'me'

TUT ... A note from the Universe

One day, a good friend of mine e-mailed to share with me about "A note from the Universe". She told me that it is something that she subscribed whereby she will receive daily quotes about anything.

Being curious, I checked the website out and subscribed to it, and have been receiving daily quotes for the past few weeks. So far, the quotes are really meaningful and they do speak to the core of my heart, surprisingly I must say.

Below is a rather impactful advice that I received today. Just thought of sharing ...

Like most things in life, Swee Ling , getting what you want, or doing something new, or being really honest with yourself, is typically very, very hard for first timers, but then... it becomes patently, ridiculously, absurdly and preposterously EASY for the rest of eternity.

I'd say do it right, nail it, whatever it takes, because "easy" is good, and eternity is long.

Comprende?

The Universe

 

 

Thanks ET! :) 

Lasso

I tried to hold on to you
Took a turn on a high trapeze swinging over the deep

I thought I could show you

I've always been afraid of flying

But you can't blame a girl for trying

Like a vine bends a tree to the ground

I won't hold you down

I tried to climb just as high

But I found all the clouds touch the ground

In this small town

Took a ride on a high trapeze swinging over the deep

I thought I could show you

That I've always been afraid of flying

But you can't blame a girl for trying

No, you can't blame a girl

It's a busy day at work
For once, or maybe for the 2nd time, I am actually thankful that I am busy
It makes me not bothered about other things
It makes me care less about other things

It's a stressful time
Many things are pilling up

And it makes me question what is doing too much, what is doing to little means
It makes me question again about being too nice and being mean
It makes me wonder what does it mean to give it all
And when should one pull back so that one do not dipped the feet too deep

In the midst of all the craziness
This are my thoughts
Just like the craziness
My thoughts are everywhere and seem no where at the same time

Have you ever asked if your existence matter that much to anyone
Or I am just fighting for myself always
And no one ever fights for me

And to remind myself time and again
Don't be too nice all the time
I will loose it all at the end

Surviving kit for this week

Lyrics: Count on me
Singer: Bruno Mars

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

If you're tossing and you're turning and you just can't fall asleep,

I'll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me,

Everyday I will remind you, ohh

A blue device

a blue device
that tells a secret
sits alone
waiting to be discovered
yet it feels like fate
half of the truth
is explained by half of a lie
half of a dream
is answered by half of a reality
half of everything
makes it into one
and it completes unsolved puzzle
the blue device
returned to the rightful owner
unspoken or spoken
half truth half lie
what defines reality

Out of the blue

There are days when you are driving and certain thoughts just strike you and scares you

Then there are minutes in a day that a single text message from someone special can just sweep all worries away

There are also hours where you can spend just doing nothing

Then there are also minutes that we can use to just ask how one is doing

Then there are some people in our lives whom we ranked them as important

There are also some matters in life that we put more effort in taking care of them

At certain point of our lives, we can be lost and found and vice versa

But I think, what matters most is who we are at any given moment in time that is more important. If we know who we are and why we act upon how we chooses to be, I think we will be fine at the end of the day... I guess being honest with oneself is truly important and it is as important as being honest with everyone else around us. I think that the world will be a better place, if there are less pretentious people. People with no hidden agenda  ... people with genuine heart and soul ... I mean if you don't want to do it, then don't do it. If you would love to do it, then do it. If you wish to say it, then say it. If not, then don't say it. I think in that way, this world will be a better place - less lies, less betrayal, more simple joy! we don't really need complicated joy. I think I rather have many easy joys than to earn one complicated joy in life.

Nites to the world that is imbalance. Or maybe I am naive and that the world will never turn out to be how I want or wish it will be.

Maybe I don't make sense to you. But at least I say what I want to say :)

celebrations of the month

Sometimes it is true that I am speechless on why is it you? However over the years, I've learnt that it is a choice I made and I am glad that I choose you. Thank you for all the tiny, small, big or grand things that you have brought to my life :) 

For all that she has done for the family, I sometimes wonder if I can ever be as good as she is. I think she has brought me up to be a fine individual and I will not be who I am today if not for her. I am not perfect but I think I like just the way I am ... not perfect :) 

Event: We are turning 2

Love, it's a special day
We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse to put love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me
'Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete

And it's a good excuse to put love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Yeah, it's a good excuse to put love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me sweet kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

Ohhh, Oh woah, Be my Valentine


Lyrics: Kina Granis
Title: Valentine

This mix

Over the weekend

I saw a really pretty dog.

One of those days

Nobody said that it was going to be easy ...

Little Rain Cloud

Because I can't seem to work

I used to think that there is someone supporting me
Encouraging me
I used to be able to dream alot
Without being afraid of dreaming
But lately
I feel scard to dream
To cast all hopes for the future

I used to think that nothing is impossible
But lately
I think certain things are really just impossible
And there are many things that are unexpectable

I used to think less
Well there was a period of time
Where I dare say I was living a care free live
Where worries are at bay
Problems are non-existent
But lately
My heart sees just too many things that I
... I don't know if I used to be blind
Now, my eyes also don't recognise people that I used to anymore
Is there still anyone out there
That i can trust with my heart?

Shooting Stars

There is going to be shooting stars tonight. Just a few weeks ago, I wish that there were shooting stars. Will my wish come true if I were to  make a wish? Just ONE as I am not going to be greedy. I simply have just one wish to make.


 *edit: We stayed up for awhile. Not long enough to watch shooting stars. Sister told me that it happened at 5am. I was soundly asleep already by then. That night however, we saw many airplanes. But, can we really pretend that airplanes are like shooting stars? Just so that we can make a wish. If it's really possible, I would have make many wishes that night at the porch. That night, there were many airplanes ... but no shooting stars. 

A letter to myself

"That's the big mistake a lot of people make when they wonder how soldiers can put their lives on the line day after day or how they can fight for something they may not believe in. Not everyone does. I've worked with soldiers on all sides of the political spectrum; I've met some who hated the army and others who wanted to make it a career. I've met geniuses and idiots, but when all is said and done,we do what we do for one another. For friendship. Not for country, not for patriotism, not because we're programmed killing machines, but because of the guy next to you. You fight for your friend, to keep him alive, and he fights for you, and everything about the army is built on this simple premise. "
— Nicholas Sparks (Dear John)


" Everyday we fight a battle. Every morning when we wake up, we prepare ourselves for that day's war. We don't know what the outcome will be. But, we armed ourselves well enough and we wear our hearts on our shoulders  - we go out to the battle field and give our best. The best war at the end of the day is knowing that you've given your all and expect nothing in return because the best gift is making those who matters felt important and happy. It is a tough war everyday. So, when you wake up in the morning preparing yourself for the war, just go out there and do your best. So when you are lying on your bed at night, you can shut your eyes and tell yourself that you've given all you can for that day and you will do better tomorrow. Tell your heart not to expect anything in return because that's the way you can prepare yourself for the next day war. And, do remember to do better tomorrow. next day. and for the many more days to come. I think it is for as long as you are alive because everyday is about fighting for our loved ones as it keeps us alive."

Shooting stars

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Simple blessings in life

love.faith.hope

Random

This is a really nice song

 

Take me

This is all that I've got

This is all that I'm not

All that I'll ever be

I've got flaws, I've got faults

Keep searching for your perfect heart

It doesn't matter who you are

We all have our scars

We all have our scars

Honey Lemon

1. I'm craving for waffles with chocolate sauce as toppings; strawberries, blueberries and rasberries as sidelines; topped with toasted walnut flakes; and some sticky golden maple syrup for dipping.

2. Random conversation with people brings about a new perspective on life in general. Sometimes hearing what others have to say gives us a breath of fresh air.

3. 24 hours a day is not sufficient. We should have at least 8 hours of sleep. We need to work for 12 hours. So that leave us with 4 hours. Is that enough? What about getting stucked in traffic, eating breakfast, lunch and dinner ... after these, do we actually have enough time in a day?

4. Life is not easy. It's not simple. It is complicated. It is full of challenges and obstacles. It is filled with trials and tribulations.

5. Dream. In all honesty, it's good to have dreams. Knowing that you can actually dream, makes you reach for the moon even if you land among the stars. Dreaming keeps me sane.

6. Perfection is not everything I think. What do you think? As much as we strived for perfection in every thing that we do, sometimes imperfection gives more life than perfection. Imperfection makes things appear to be more real. Don't you think so? Like if everything is so perfect, what is there more to do about it then?

7. Random messages make me happy. I feel elated evertime I get something out of the blue.

8. I like being unconventional. I hate following rules.

9. Tumblr  - I am amazed by it. One pic can have a million interpretation. I like how I can just clicked away and looked at the posted pictures and go, "Hmmmm ... I'm feeling like that too."

10. I need to sleep. There's so many things to do yet so little time. I'm tired. I think I'm getting older. I get tired to easily.