Why does it feels so cold tonight?
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
I wish
On a rainy night
With closed eyes
A head lay upon a heart
A hand wrap around the waist
And these are the moments
You could not ask for more
Friday, September 26, 2008
12 random thoughts
1. Working can be a very daunting task. However, nothing beats working with close friends! =)
2. I love surprises!
3. I am not motivated for my degree at all. In a way, I feel cheated because sometimes it feels like I am learning what I've learned in my diploma. The course syllabuses are almost repetitive and the only difference is that the subjects have different names. How silly?! Not to mention, the assignments are absolutely crazy. At times, I do wonder why I am back at college when I can actually continue working. I guess one major setback for me if I were to continue working is the fact that I won't have a degree certificate with me. Yeah, that piece of paper matters that much for the future. On another hand, as much as I would like to graduate, I refuse to start working so fast. Oh god, I am so complicated! I think it's more of human nature to have an insatiable needs and wants in life. Why are we constantly craving for better things in life?
4. Esther, I am excited over our "business" plan! **Tee-hee-hee** It would be so great if one day it can be materialised. I think we'll make good partners. I hope! Ahahhaha =)
5. I think Leona Lewis has a voice of an angel. I think Colbie Caillat's songs are very straight forward.
6. My mum has been taking my "emo" story books to read. Is it good? I haven't been reading at all except for boring journals and articles. I think after all this, I am going to pamper myself with a "me" session at the bookstore. I miss sitting there with a cup of coffee and a great book at hand for hours. Sometimes ,I do "people watching" and try to read them. Ahahaha.. I love reading people! =)
7. My sisters are "blaming" me for their recent coffee addiction. =p
8. I hope that the toilet gets fixed as soon as possible. It's just crazy to wake up so early every morning because of the drilling.
9. The scale is not going down. It's time to get my butt back to yoga classes. Next month... next month I will start!
10. I miss Karen and Safira so much. Sigh! I wish i can fly to Australia and meet them. Stay for a week and just have fun with them. Then, I can also visit Apple and Bernice. Next year, I have better reason to go when Cyrus and Miranda go over to complete thier degree. I shall work during my coming holidays.
11. I want to watch a play at KLPAC. I guess I miss acting on stage alot. Plus, I like going to KLPAC at night. It somehow gives me an inexplicable aura. Maybe it's haunted! -_-
12. Sometimes, we have all the details in our head. As we try to arrange them orderly, we can't seem to figure out what should come first, what should be the last, what should be said to fill in the gaps. We have..we have it all thought out but not said out. It's just so hard to explain certain matters,especially matters at heart. At times, we do wonder whether we said too much, too little, just right, not right, so wrong or not too wrong. Consequently, we tend to subconsciously question how we will be seen and interpreted for what we say and do. Where do we draw the lines exactly? However, if we continue drawing lines in our lives, does not mean that we are drawing boundaries as to where we can and cannot go? I have to admit that I used to be very judgmental about people. I make my own conclusion about people through their conversation and behaviour. Nevertheless, over the years, I realised that it's just not fair or even right to decipher what kind of person he/she is that way. I would say that we can only start to know and learn to understand a person behind closed doors. When someone shares their anecdotes, it opens a leeway for us to engulf in their experience. And, it is experience that shape and mould who they are as well who we are.
2. I love surprises!
3. I am not motivated for my degree at all. In a way, I feel cheated because sometimes it feels like I am learning what I've learned in my diploma. The course syllabuses are almost repetitive and the only difference is that the subjects have different names. How silly?! Not to mention, the assignments are absolutely crazy. At times, I do wonder why I am back at college when I can actually continue working. I guess one major setback for me if I were to continue working is the fact that I won't have a degree certificate with me. Yeah, that piece of paper matters that much for the future. On another hand, as much as I would like to graduate, I refuse to start working so fast. Oh god, I am so complicated! I think it's more of human nature to have an insatiable needs and wants in life. Why are we constantly craving for better things in life?
4. Esther, I am excited over our "business" plan! **Tee-hee-hee** It would be so great if one day it can be materialised. I think we'll make good partners. I hope! Ahahhaha =)
5. I think Leona Lewis has a voice of an angel. I think Colbie Caillat's songs are very straight forward.
6. My mum has been taking my "emo" story books to read. Is it good? I haven't been reading at all except for boring journals and articles. I think after all this, I am going to pamper myself with a "me" session at the bookstore. I miss sitting there with a cup of coffee and a great book at hand for hours. Sometimes ,I do "people watching" and try to read them. Ahahaha.. I love reading people! =)
7. My sisters are "blaming" me for their recent coffee addiction. =p
8. I hope that the toilet gets fixed as soon as possible. It's just crazy to wake up so early every morning because of the drilling.
9. The scale is not going down. It's time to get my butt back to yoga classes. Next month... next month I will start!
10. I miss Karen and Safira so much. Sigh! I wish i can fly to Australia and meet them. Stay for a week and just have fun with them. Then, I can also visit Apple and Bernice. Next year, I have better reason to go when Cyrus and Miranda go over to complete thier degree. I shall work during my coming holidays.
11. I want to watch a play at KLPAC. I guess I miss acting on stage alot. Plus, I like going to KLPAC at night. It somehow gives me an inexplicable aura. Maybe it's haunted! -_-
12. Sometimes, we have all the details in our head. As we try to arrange them orderly, we can't seem to figure out what should come first, what should be the last, what should be said to fill in the gaps. We have..we have it all thought out but not said out. It's just so hard to explain certain matters,especially matters at heart. At times, we do wonder whether we said too much, too little, just right, not right, so wrong or not too wrong. Consequently, we tend to subconsciously question how we will be seen and interpreted for what we say and do. Where do we draw the lines exactly? However, if we continue drawing lines in our lives, does not mean that we are drawing boundaries as to where we can and cannot go? I have to admit that I used to be very judgmental about people. I make my own conclusion about people through their conversation and behaviour. Nevertheless, over the years, I realised that it's just not fair or even right to decipher what kind of person he/she is that way. I would say that we can only start to know and learn to understand a person behind closed doors. When someone shares their anecdotes, it opens a leeway for us to engulf in their experience. And, it is experience that shape and mould who they are as well who we are.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Breathe In, Breathe Out
There is just something about running.
There is also something about lying on the sit up bench and staring blankly at the sky.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Today
Conversation that seems small yet deep
Rides that seem long yet serene
Meal that seems simple yet delicious
Walk that seems tiring yet meaningful
Rest that seems short yet peaceful