Meeting ol' buddies

Friend: Who has changed the most?
Me: *stare around looking at everyone. trying to think hard who has changed the most* Hmm ... I think everyone still looks the same. No one has changed much.

(after talking to a few friends)

Me: I think we changed. People changed. Everyone changed. Just that we still look the same - physically we have not changed much but emotionally and mentally we have definitely changed a lot. I would say everyone is so mature right now. More serious with life reluctantly in a good way.

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It's so funny that how over the years we can still look the same even though we do grow. I reckon changes take place beneath the exterior, it extends beyond physical growth and it encompasses so much more than what the eyes can see. What lies beneath this skin of ours changes all the time.

My life of nothingness

I feel like writing about something but I'm clueless on what to write.
What's life like after graduation? Honestly, it doesn't feel any different and it does feel like I am on the occasional "college break" before I return to college start working. I'm enjoying my days of nothingness - sleeping late, waking up late, eating ice-cream almost everyday, visiting my tumblr, missing people, thinking of people, dreaming of people, reading random things, etc.

So yeah, the past one week has been a life of nothingness. However, it is rather meaningful I think. Well, I believe anything is meaningful as long as I enjoy doing them :)

Your warm whispers
Letting me drown in a pool of you
Your warm whispers
Are keeping the noise from breaking through

And I'm weeping warm honey and milk
That you stay surrounding me
Surrounding me

- Warm whispers by Missy Higgins- 

p/s: Dear god, I really need your blessings for these coming days :) Hehehehe ... thank you! 

How Far & How Long

This is really good. I am not kidding. ehehehe :D

How far & how long must I go?
Without a taste of love fulfilled
Not bittersweet
The way I feel when you are near
Is love
And gives me reason to endure
Whatever comes

You know?

You know when I miss you? When I go to bed at night and I realised that I've got no one to share my blanket with You know when I think of you? When I am drinking my coffee or eating an ice-cream You know when I need you? When I am lost or sad and that I need a shoulder to cry on You know when I cry for you? When I don't know when's the next time I am going to see you again You know when I am scared? When I think if I am being too selfless in this love and what if at the end of the day everything turned out to be wrong You know when I am crazy? When I dance around when no one is watching me You know when I think I am weird? When I can actually think of writing this You know when I think I should stop doing this? Like seriously, it's right now! just one last one .... You know who is my best friend now? Facebook  No I swear it's my assignment :D You know when I love you? Always. 

Really that was my last one. Heheheheheh .. I am lame like that. 

Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you

Time is going by so much faster than I

Didn't I just turned 22 a few days ago? Well, I just calculated and it has been 11 days since my birthday. 11 days!!! Can you believe it? 11 days just went by like this? And suddenly it feels like new year is drawing nearer when Christmas has not even arrived yet. Why does it feels this way? Do you know?

Back to assignment! Back to assignment! If not I will start questioning, where did all my hours go to? And I will start crying coz I can't finish my assignment in time. Will I actually cry? Hmmm ... well it never happened before and I am NOT GOING TO allow such nonsense to take place when this is going to be my final assignment in my entire life!!! Well, unless I go back and do my Masters or something, I don't foresee myself studying again any time soon. 

Last ASSIGNMENT!!!! I'm not sure if I should rejoice in joy or cry in sadness? Hmmmm ... it's not like I enjoy studying, I just enjoy the process and all the perks that comes with the title 'student'. heheheheeh :D

Okie seriously, back to work! Blueerghhhhh =p