My life of nothingness

I feel like writing about something but I'm clueless on what to write.
What's life like after graduation? Honestly, it doesn't feel any different and it does feel like I am on the occasional "college break" before I return to college start working. I'm enjoying my days of nothingness - sleeping late, waking up late, eating ice-cream almost everyday, visiting my tumblr, missing people, thinking of people, dreaming of people, reading random things, etc.

So yeah, the past one week has been a life of nothingness. However, it is rather meaningful I think. Well, I believe anything is meaningful as long as I enjoy doing them :)

Your warm whispers
Letting me drown in a pool of you
Your warm whispers
Are keeping the noise from breaking through

And I'm weeping warm honey and milk
That you stay surrounding me
Surrounding me

- Warm whispers by Missy Higgins- 

p/s: Dear god, I really need your blessings for these coming days :) Hehehehe ... thank you! 

How Far & How Long

This is really good. I am not kidding. ehehehe :D

How far & how long must I go?
Without a taste of love fulfilled
Not bittersweet
The way I feel when you are near
Is love
And gives me reason to endure
Whatever comes

You know?

You know when I miss you? When I go to bed at night and I realised that I've got no one to share my blanket with You know when I think of you? When I am drinking my coffee or eating an ice-cream You know when I need you? When I am lost or sad and that I need a shoulder to cry on You know when I cry for you? When I don't know when's the next time I am going to see you again You know when I am scared? When I think if I am being too selfless in this love and what if at the end of the day everything turned out to be wrong You know when I am crazy? When I dance around when no one is watching me You know when I think I am weird? When I can actually think of writing this You know when I think I should stop doing this? Like seriously, it's right now! just one last one .... You know who is my best friend now? Facebook  No I swear it's my assignment :D You know when I love you? Always. 

Really that was my last one. Heheheheheh .. I am lame like that. 

Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you

Time is going by so much faster than I

Didn't I just turned 22 a few days ago? Well, I just calculated and it has been 11 days since my birthday. 11 days!!! Can you believe it? 11 days just went by like this? And suddenly it feels like new year is drawing nearer when Christmas has not even arrived yet. Why does it feels this way? Do you know?

Back to assignment! Back to assignment! If not I will start questioning, where did all my hours go to? And I will start crying coz I can't finish my assignment in time. Will I actually cry? Hmmm ... well it never happened before and I am NOT GOING TO allow such nonsense to take place when this is going to be my final assignment in my entire life!!! Well, unless I go back and do my Masters or something, I don't foresee myself studying again any time soon. 

Last ASSIGNMENT!!!! I'm not sure if I should rejoice in joy or cry in sadness? Hmmmm ... it's not like I enjoy studying, I just enjoy the process and all the perks that comes with the title 'student'. heheheheeh :D

Okie seriously, back to work! Blueerghhhhh =p

Let's have a good day today

Crazy love by Michael Bublé

 I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles
And the heavens open every time she smiles
And when I come to her that's where I belong
Yet I'm running to her like a rivers song

She give me love, love, love, love, crazy love
She give me love, love, love, love, crazy love

She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down
And when I come to her when the sun goes down
Takes away my trouble, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache, in the night like a thief 

Yes I need her in the daytime
Oh but I need her in the night
Yes I want to throw my arms around her
Kiss her hug her kiss her hug her tight

And when I'm returning from so far away
She gives me some sweet lovin brighten up my day
Yes it makes me righteous, yes it makes me feel whole
Yes it makes me mellow down in to my soul

 

Haven't met you yet by Michael Bublé



I love this video clip very very much. Why?

• It gives me such great vibes. Waking up to this song for a morning like this makes one feel good. There's just something about the beat of the music.
• I love the grocery store
• Did you see the pizza selections that they have in the fridge? So many!! =D (tee-hee-hee)
• And, he can sit right at the top of the aisle and even dance there. 
• Oh, the main girl in the video is skinny but boy she sure has nice boobs :)
• Can you actually find a grocery store that is full of happy people? As far as I know, Malaysian ones are filled with uptight and unfriendly cashiers who doesn't know how to smile. Unlike those in the video. They have a butcher who definitely knows how to groove. Just looking at the way he enjoys his job can put a smile on my face already. 
• Oh and did you see the elderly couple who was also dancing away? So cute. hahahaha
• There's also mobile cafe and bed. Shopping on bed should be fun. Don't you think so?
• I love love the leather jacket that the girl was wearing but you can't possibly wear something like that in Malaysia. 
• I love the dancing part at the end of the video too. Somehow it's always nice to watch a group of people dancing together. There's just something about those synchronization. By the way, they look like they are dancing under snowflakes shower. 
• You know that girl isn't exactly a supermodel or beauty pageant beauty. She's just a girl who is really pretty, beautiful and talented in her own way. (p/s: I just 'google' it up and it's his girlfriend. Her name is Luisana. It's so sweet of him to actually feature his gf in his video clip. No wonder there is such a great connection and chemistry between them in the video)
• So, how can you not feel good and happy while watching and after watching this video?

" .... all of us can relate to this feeling, 
this emotion called love 

and it's a complicated  feeling. 
It doesn't just come with butterflies in the stomach 

and happiness and sunshine and lollipops, 
it comes with heartache and jealousy 

and sometimes rage and sometimes insecurity 
and sadness and regret. 

It's a beautiful, complicated, 
and really special feeling that keeps us all connected."
 (by Michael Buble)